Sorry you guys

Okay so I haven't been on in a while cause I got a boyfriend on May 1st before I got out of school. We went to the movies on a blind date and we instantly loved each other surprisingly.It was love at first sight. On the sunday after that we had our first kiss at my best friends Casie's birthday party.On that Tuesday I went to his baseball game and figured out he was pitcher.His team was playing against my school's team which had some of my best friends on it.Well, my friend Tyler is super protective of me and he badly sprained Troy's ankle. Oh yea, his name is Troy Vidaure. I was majorly worried until he called me and said it wasn't broken and not to beat up Tyler. So then we talked on the phone and I went his game the next Tuesday and met his mom,Mrs.Beverly.She doesn't say much. Then I bought him and my friend Landon tickets to my dance recital that I only have ONCE A YEAR and they couldn't because of a baseball game.I wasn't that mad but I was a little sad.But then I couldn't go to his all star baseball game on Sunday because it was 45 minutes away and he got furious with me! But I had company over so I couldn't just leave to go see a baseball game that I go see all the time.But the next Tuesday that he had a baseball game he said he was sorry. I talked to him some more during the week and then on Saturday I went to his house and met his parents and his sister.His dad,Mr.Wes, and his sister,Kelsey, really liked me.His dad said to come over anytime and gave me big hug. On that Sunday his phone was off all day.On Monday he didn't answer any of my calls or text until later.I told him that my great grandma was in the hospital and that's when he dumped me.On June the eighth, it was over. I have been broken ever since.To this day I still cry when I wake up. He broke up with me for another girl.Someone prettier,tanner (since I'm the palest thing to walk this Earth),smarter,nicer,just someone way better.I HATE MY LIFE.I should have never let my guard down when we just met. Never.I never trust someone instantly because I don't trust any one. I was stupid. Yet he was the best thing that ever happened to me.And I thank him for loving me.