I Knew It :(

I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Kyle dumped me last night. So in that case I'm not going to school or the dance. It's always after a month, through text, they don't tell me why, and they tell me a stupid excuse like "don't text me or call me anymore because that would make it harder than it already is." I wish they could just say I dumped you because I don't like you anymore and I don't want to talk to you anymore. Also they think that when they text you it will hurt less, NO! It hurts worse because after they text you , you won't forget about it. That text can always be there and you will always think about it. It doesn't give you the proper closure. In other words you will never get over it. So guys, don't break up with someone through text. It just makes you look like a bigger butt hole than you already are. Preferably  just don't break up with anyone in general. Than the whole world would be happy for a change. Yeah isn't my life just awesome? I buy $100 worth of stuff for the dance and I'm not going. And come to find out,this only my guess, but Kyle and Troy hate each other(which I'm positive of they both told me) Kyle was only dating me to make Troy mad. At the beginning of our relationship Kyle said he would laugh at Troy and say he stole his girlfriend. Speaking of Troy, he may be the first person I give a second chance. He seriously is the only person that can get under my skin. I love him. Which, trust me, I'm surprised to! Honestly, I have been loving him. I just didn't want admit it to Landon. He already said I told you so once this week. I totally understand and shouldn't have yelled at him when I did. He told me that Kyle was going to do that right before the dance and I yelled at him and said I didn't believe him and told him that he was just trying to ruin my happiness. But he wasn't he was trying to keep it. And I feel terrible right now. I just realized that it was wrong. I have to go, I have someone to apologize to.

       BYE

PS listen to your friends!!!

Just Awesome!

Every thing is going awesome! Me and Kyle are going to the homecoming dance in 2 weeks, Me Kaleigh, and Kayla have our dresses and our dates, me and Landon text and talk everyday, me and Troy are tight again(but still not dating), and I made the LJH volleyball team. Oh yeah, and wolves are undefeated in football. I think Kyle really likes me ,too. Although, our relationship isn't really like me and Troy's.We were more romantic. Me and Kyle are just playful and humorous all the time.But I have to say I kind of like it. I wouldn't mind Kyle hugging me every once in a while, though. We actually had our first hug yesterday and he held my hand. So here is the exact way everything is for the dance. Oh wait! Before that, me and Edwin are talking and tighter than ever again! He did call Kyle a monkey though because I think he's jealous. Anyway, Me and Kyle; Kaleigh and Edwin; and Kayla and Corey. As far as dates. Dresses; mine is purple, alittle above the knees, v-neck, with 3 inch American Eagle heals. Kaleighs, Purple and black sparkly v-neck alittle below the knees, same shoes. Kayla's dress is pink(no shoes yet).Oh if anyone was wondering why I am typing at this time on a Tuesday, I'm sick. It may be the flu. HAHAHAHA I'm so excited because Landon said that the wolves wouldn't beat Indy ( the school Landon goes to and Troy is on Indy's football team) but we beat them 24-6. What now! Me and Landon play like that all the time. I like the Yankees, he likes the Red Sox, and Troy likes the Braves so we go at it all the time. But I don't bet to often because I just got a new job and I can't afford to be losing all my money. Even though the Yankees are the best and I know that they could win any day I still don't wanna risk losing my pay.

well bye.