I Knew It :(

I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Kyle dumped me last night. So in that case I'm not going to school or the dance. It's always after a month, through text, they don't tell me why, and they tell me a stupid excuse like "don't text me or call me anymore because that would make it harder than it already is." I wish they could just say I dumped you because I don't like you anymore and I don't want to talk to you anymore. Also they think that when they text you it will hurt less, NO! It hurts worse because after they text you , you won't forget about it. That text can always be there and you will always think about it. It doesn't give you the proper closure. In other words you will never get over it. So guys, don't break up with someone through text. It just makes you look like a bigger butt hole than you already are. Preferably  just don't break up with anyone in general. Than the whole world would be happy for a change. Yeah isn't my life just awesome? I buy $100 worth of stuff for the dance and I'm not going. And come to find out,this only my guess, but Kyle and Troy hate each other(which I'm positive of they both told me) Kyle was only dating me to make Troy mad. At the beginning of our relationship Kyle said he would laugh at Troy and say he stole his girlfriend. Speaking of Troy, he may be the first person I give a second chance. He seriously is the only person that can get under my skin. I love him. Which, trust me, I'm surprised to! Honestly, I have been loving him. I just didn't want admit it to Landon. He already said I told you so once this week. I totally understand and shouldn't have yelled at him when I did. He told me that Kyle was going to do that right before the dance and I yelled at him and said I didn't believe him and told him that he was just trying to ruin my happiness. But he wasn't he was trying to keep it. And I feel terrible right now. I just realized that it was wrong. I have to go, I have someone to apologize to.

       BYE

PS listen to your friends!!!