:)

All is good in the world right now. Love, friends, siblings, grades. I love life. Josh... Wednesday. A month. Best person I've dated yet. Nice, cute, not a jerk, thinks I'm perfect, and has been absolutely head over heels for me when I didn't even know it. All the time I've dated jerks I could have been with him. The perfect boy. I have a good feeling about him :) Me, Kaleigh, Browns, Haley, and Kelsey are all as close as ever. I have 3 wifeys and a boyfriend :)) Haley, Brownie, and Kels-o are my wifeys and of course Josh is my boo. My brother and I stay in touch even though I now rarely visit my Dad. Thanks to my Step Mom. Ugh. My baby kitty Wolfies is still as cute as he's always been, maybe even cuter :)) I'm an A and B student again thank goodness :)) And all is well :)

<3 Ashlyn Husser

Sooo

Well, the reason I haven't been on in a while is because my life is going absolutely perfect. I said I was going to give Troy the second chance, it was Kyle. Me and him have been together for 3 1/2 happy as ever months! Next weekend he will be meeting my main family for our family Christmas reunion. I can't wait. Me and Kayla talk every day! You know, I should get paid for all this writing!

BYE :)))

NOOOOOOOO

My life is over! Kayla moved and shes not comin back. I don't feel like writing anymore.

BYE

WOW

So I did go to the dance with DJ. He is one of the cutest people ever so I asked him. He said yes, and he is super sweet. He's not like the other guys I dated he is really sweet. He's a good dancer,too. Yeah, Landon asked Kaleigh out. But she said no because she like Edwin alot. For now. Nothing much to say. I'm doin great!

BYE

I Knew It :(

I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Kyle dumped me last night. So in that case I'm not going to school or the dance. It's always after a month, through text, they don't tell me why, and they tell me a stupid excuse like "don't text me or call me anymore because that would make it harder than it already is." I wish they could just say I dumped you because I don't like you anymore and I don't want to talk to you anymore. Also they think that when they text you it will hurt less, NO! It hurts worse because after they text you , you won't forget about it. That text can always be there and you will always think about it. It doesn't give you the proper closure. In other words you will never get over it. So guys, don't break up with someone through text. It just makes you look like a bigger butt hole than you already are. Preferably  just don't break up with anyone in general. Than the whole world would be happy for a change. Yeah isn't my life just awesome? I buy $100 worth of stuff for the dance and I'm not going. And come to find out,this only my guess, but Kyle and Troy hate each other(which I'm positive of they both told me) Kyle was only dating me to make Troy mad. At the beginning of our relationship Kyle said he would laugh at Troy and say he stole his girlfriend. Speaking of Troy, he may be the first person I give a second chance. He seriously is the only person that can get under my skin. I love him. Which, trust me, I'm surprised to! Honestly, I have been loving him. I just didn't want admit it to Landon. He already said I told you so once this week. I totally understand and shouldn't have yelled at him when I did. He told me that Kyle was going to do that right before the dance and I yelled at him and said I didn't believe him and told him that he was just trying to ruin my happiness. But he wasn't he was trying to keep it. And I feel terrible right now. I just realized that it was wrong. I have to go, I have someone to apologize to.

       BYE

PS listen to your friends!!!

Just Awesome!

Every thing is going awesome! Me and Kyle are going to the homecoming dance in 2 weeks, Me Kaleigh, and Kayla have our dresses and our dates, me and Landon text and talk everyday, me and Troy are tight again(but still not dating), and I made the LJH volleyball team. Oh yeah, and wolves are undefeated in football. I think Kyle really likes me ,too. Although, our relationship isn't really like me and Troy's.We were more romantic. Me and Kyle are just playful and humorous all the time.But I have to say I kind of like it. I wouldn't mind Kyle hugging me every once in a while, though. We actually had our first hug yesterday and he held my hand. So here is the exact way everything is for the dance. Oh wait! Before that, me and Edwin are talking and tighter than ever again! He did call Kyle a monkey though because I think he's jealous. Anyway, Me and Kyle; Kaleigh and Edwin; and Kayla and Corey. As far as dates. Dresses; mine is purple, alittle above the knees, v-neck, with 3 inch American Eagle heals. Kaleighs, Purple and black sparkly v-neck alittle below the knees, same shoes. Kayla's dress is pink(no shoes yet).Oh if anyone was wondering why I am typing at this time on a Tuesday, I'm sick. It may be the flu. HAHAHAHA I'm so excited because Landon said that the wolves wouldn't beat Indy ( the school Landon goes to and Troy is on Indy's football team) but we beat them 24-6. What now! Me and Landon play like that all the time. I like the Yankees, he likes the Red Sox, and Troy likes the Braves so we go at it all the time. But I don't bet to often because I just got a new job and I can't afford to be losing all my money. Even though the Yankees are the best and I know that they could win any day I still don't wanna risk losing my pay.

well bye.

This is important.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love
for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone
you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every
sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

OH BOY.......

So, guess who called last Friday. My ex- love of my life. The one who I cried over and said I would never get over. TROY VIDAURE. He said he wanted to be friends. Landon said that we would eventually go out again and I said never. I felt that pain once and I'm afraid that if it were to happen again that I wouldn't live through it. Landon said that I apparently still want him and he knows it. That the morning after he dumped me I called Landon and said that I'd realized we would never be together again. I didn't mean that Troy was never going to relize the huge mistake he made and come back. I meant that when he did relize the mistake he made and came back, that I wouldn't be there. If something went wrong in the first relationship then that's just setting something up to go wrong in the next one. I don't give out second chances. I love you and want you back doesn't make me break down and cry and instantly want him back like other desperate freaks. I don't want him back, he disgusts me! But I was a little heartbroken when he decided to call me when I had finally moved on with my life. When all the pain was gone and I didn't even think about him anymore. It's like for the two months after he dumped me he got in my head and made sure I was in pain. That I would never forget what went on. And he thought that he had accomplished that so he moved on to mess with someone elses head. But when he went back to mine, he was no where in it. Not even a tiny bit of him left. So he had to call and work his way back. That's what seemed to be going on but sadly that's not possible so apparently God wants us to be connected to each other because he seems to always be there now. I guess that's just how things are meant to be. For now. I won't mess with what the universe wants. But, I will once I find out what's going on.

Bye.

WOW!

Boy am I surprised! Ever since school started, I'm having the best time I've ever had. Even though I shouldn't get my hopes up, I am. So ever since school started last Thursday, me and Kales have added a new addition to us. Ms. Kayla. I feel awesome because she is totally digging this dude that I introduced her to that she liked and now he likes her to. All because of me! Luckily I still talk to Landon everyday. Also a long time ago I said that this dude on Troy's baseball team was cute named Kyle.Turns out that it's Kayla's older brother in the 8th grade and now goes to my school! ANNNNNNDDDDD he's taking ME to the dance. He wants to. ME! I'm on a whole other level of exstatic. I'm just so happy again!

Well, Bye.

Sooooo.......

So, school starts Thursday meaning I won't be able to get on as much. Being I will be in 7th grade, I'm going to have far more homework than I did in 6th. It also means that I won't be seeing Landon as much since he doesn't go to my school, sadly. But hopefully I'll be seeing him close to every Friday and maybe weekends. So basically I will give you updates on how suckish everything is going on Wednesdays and weekends (most likely Sundays). On Mondays I have Gym, Tuesdays football games GO WOLVES, Thursdays dance, Fridays high school football games with Landon, Saturdays most likely to be with Landon or Kaleigh. This Summer went by super fast. It's so crazy that the first month of my summer was the best summer in the entire world. I had great a great family, the best friends in the world, and the sweetest boyfriend anyone could ever have. Then, it all fell apart. Even me. It turned into the crappiest summer. I was finally starting to be happy with my life, it was the best. Then it sucked again. I should've known that once someone saw the real me they wouldn't like me anymore. I gave him everything and did everything I could possibly and impossibly do to make him happy and then he changed his mind about me. For Marissa. I'm sorry, I think I have an obsession with being mopey so everyone will feel as crappy as me. Sorry.

Bye.